Ever have one of those days when nothing seems to be right? When you doubt the reason for your own existence? Then you will understand today, a Monday, a new month, dreary weather, and I'm trying to open my brain to release something sensible and profound. Nope, not happening. Every thought seems like a cry-baby is screaming. Self pity wants to take over and there is a sense of doom that matches the gloomy weather. All the words that want to come out are judgmental, critical, hurtful, and laced with loathing.
No, I will not let them out. I will turn my face to the sunshine that I know is deep within, even though hidden. I will stuff those negative words so full of love that they have no chance of being mean. I am acknowledging them for the "bad boys" that they are, but then I stand firm and tell them to leave as they are not wanted here. This is a positive blog. This is a "happy" place. Deep breath, now another one. there. Good bye ugly words, go fill up another blog. This one doesn't need you.
