Being wide awake at 2:00 am is not a usual occurrence for me, but I resumed my medicine today after being off it for two weeks. Totally forgetting the "jump start" that happens when I resume it after a break, I simply popped it in when I picked it up, about noon time. So here I am wired with words, writing and feeling like I could create the great American novel in one sitting. I completed another newsletter and sent it off, wrote several journal entries, and now am trying to lull myself to dreamland by writing here. I'm sure when morning comes I will not recognize what is flowing now,but somehow, there is a need to continue.
I am somehow not surprised at the increased effect of the medication today. Since last week when I was attuned in Reiki I, there has been an increase in all of my senses. I see things more clearly, I have noticed an increase in hearing, and food tastes so much better. Gone also are cravings (except for salt which never leaves me), and a much more relaxed attitude toward food. I am even feeling hungry in the morning upon arising, something I haven't felt for years. Perhaps the most noticeable effect is a lack of worrying or fear, especially about the shop. The bills are still there, but I have a different sense toward them, recognizing that doing what I can each day lends itself to much more ease than worrying about the next day. I really like these changes.
